The Nature of Joy
Service of Comfort and Contemplation1
John 9:1-5
Allen Huff
Jonesborough Presbyterian Church
12/16/18
1-2 Walking down the street, Jesus saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked, “Rabbi, who sinned: this man or his parents, causing him to be born blind?”
3-5 Jesus said, “You’re asking the wrong question. You’re looking for someone to blame. There is no such cause-effect here. Look instead for what God can do. We need to be energetically at work for the One who sent me here, working while the sun shines. When night falls, the workday is over. For as long as I am in the world, there is plenty of light. I am the world’s Light.”(The Message)
To understand an experience of pain, any kind of pain, the ancient mind assumed guilt and judgment. Suffering came only to those who deserved it. Many contemporary minds continue to associate sin and suffering. To be sure, selfish or reckless decisions can lead to suffering for ourselves and others. I have certainly caused pain to myself and to others. And the lingering Calvinist in me tends to think I deserve to feel all of that suffering.
There is also more than enough random suffering out there for all of us. And the Christ in me knows that no one deserves to suffer a life-diminishing illness, the death of someone they love, depression, physical/sexual/emotional abuse, exclusion from community, or the ravages of natural disaster, random violence, or war. What we all deserve is people to walk with us through those experiences, people who will hold us, encourage us, sit quietly with us, weep with us.
Those people reveal the nature of true joy. Joy is not mere gladness and celebration. It isn’t having our wants satisfied. Nor does joy fall for the easy, everything-happens-for-a-reason platitude. That’s just another way to lay blame on those who suffer, or on God, and then to distance ourselves from suffering. Biblically speaking, joy is a fierce hope-in-the-midst-of-suffering. It’s that white-knuckled, red-faced trust that God can and does forge new wholeness and purpose out of even the fieriest of furnaces.
Joy might even be described as the faith that throws us into suffering, our own and that of others, knowing that pain is not God’s will, and that God is in the midst of it, not causing it but redeeming it. That’s what Christmas is all about – God entering human suffering.
In his book The Magnificent Defeat, Frederick Buechner says this about Jesus: “He does not seem to have had much sense of humor, and unconsciously, I think, we cannot quite forgive him for that because for us it is one of the major virtues; but in order to laugh, it is necessary to step back from life a little, whereas he almost never steps back, but keeps moving deeper and deeper into the world’s pain, everyone’s pain, which becomes his own because this is the way love moves…”2
“God is love,” says John. So for us, Jesus – Emmanuel, God With Us – is himself Incarnate Love moving into our midst. To me, that makes Christmas more than a celebration. It’s our prophetic declaration that in Jesus of Nazareth, God enters the world in all its beauty and possibility, and all its frailty and brokenness. In Jesus, God immerses God’s own self in our midst fully, inextricably, and creatively. The Incarnation affirms our humanity and the goodness of the created order; and God reaffirms God’s commitment to be with us and for us. Now. Always.
I pray that some unexpected grace reveals to you where God is present in the midst of your own suffering. And I pray that in this season, and throughout your lives, you experience the redeeming and abiding presence of the Incarnate Christ – the true joy who is leading us into the light.
1This homily was used in a service often called a “Blue Christmas Service.” Such services are held to acknowledge that the Christmas season is not one of happiness and laughter for everyone. The intent is to hold one another’s suffering and declare God’s whole-making presence in the world through the Incarnate Jesus.
2Frederick Buechner. From his sermon “The Tiger,” in The Magnificent Defeat. Harper/San Francisco, 1966; p. 94.
*To read sermons, newsletters, and other posts from earlier years, please visit: https://pastorallentn.blogspot.com
Thanksgiving: An Answer to the Cold
Allen Huff
Interfaith Thanksgiving Service
Munsey Memorial United Methodist Church
11/18/18
I don’t know what that first winter was like. Hailing from GA, I don’t even know what real cold feels like. I’ve never had to watch people dying of starvation, exposure, and disease. The worst I’ve had to endure was an ice storm that knocked out the power for 48 hours. And because of a decent roof, a fireplace, a propane stove, our most noticeable losses were hot water and the TV.
I can’t imagine enduring a deadly winter, make good on a harvest, then prepare for yet another harsh winter by turning my heart outward to give thanks to God.
Instead of feasting, I would have said, “No! Don’t eat all that! We have to preserve everything we can, or we’ll be eating tree bark!”
While the stories of the first Thanksgiving have been romanticized and exaggerated, they do proclaim a deep truth about gratitude. The earth’s plenty is not our doing or deserving. As creatures who belong to the earth, and not vice versa, we receive, celebrate, and share an abundance we did not create. And we’re called to steward the planet, passing its gifts from generation to generation like a family around a table passing plates of turkey, bowls of green beans, and baskets of warm, buttered bread. We take what we need while leaving plenty for others.
For many, the Thanksgiving holiday devolves into the sin of gluttony. So, perhaps it’s up to people of faith to set a visible example of Thanksgiving as a tithe of gratitude rather than a feast of entitlement. A time for extravagant praise rather than excessive consumption.
Recent weeks, months, and even years have been, for many in our nation, a kind of bitter winter. Yes, meteorological and cultural climates are warming. Fires are burning. Seas are rising. Sabers are rattling. And in synagogues, mosques, churches, schools, homes, and night clubs, guns are thundering. It seems to me that all of that heat is connected to a deep, interior coldness. Fear, prejudice, and greed are a heavy, killing frost on the human heart and, therefore, on our ability to live faithfully and gratefully. Without faith and gratitude, neither neighbor nor future really matter. Without faith and gratitude, we rely on our own broken selves, on money, might, and meanness. And humankind seems to gather and spend these things in wanton excess.
The psalmist writes: “May those who sow in tears reap with shouts of joy. Those who go out weeping, bearing the seed for sowing, shall come home with shouts of joy, carrying their sheaves.” (Ps. 126:5-6 NRSV)
We are people of faith – not all the same faith traditions, but people of faith, nonetheless. And I think that God is calling us to recognize – together– the weeping around us, the violent ice storms of greed and poverty, and what often appears to be the permafrost of fear.
I think God is calling us to till the soil of our hearts and shout thanksgiving to God, because in times of challenge and insecurity, extravagant praise can be medicine for weary and heavy hearts.
So, no, the first Thanksgiving probably did not look like the images we show our children, and those first immigrants to America sowed many bitter tears on the icy ground of uncertainty and grief. Yet the community survived. And for both better and worse, others came. A new nation began to take shape. As current citizens of that nation, our work includes celebrating and stewarding this place we call home. We are a diverse bunch, and if we can find the humility and the grace to do so, we can speak a unified, prophetic voice. A voice that proclaims a new hope, a new community. My tradition calls that the kingdom of God.
To use an image from one of Jesus’ parables: “The kingdom of God is as if someone would scatter seed on the ground, 27and would sleep and rise night and day, and the seed would sprout and grow, he does not know how.” (Mark 4:26-27) The sower doesn’t understand how it all works, but the seeds grow and become something to be reaped, something to be harvested in gratitude and shared in generosity.
This Thanksgiving, may we all avoid gluttonous and entitled consumption. Instead, may we stop to remember where and how God has sown goodness around us and blessed us with enough – enough food, community, and love to see us through any winter.
May we harvest joyfully the bountiful goodness of a giving God. And may we express our thanks not by getting and having, but by receiving what we need and passing the plates around.
“No Silver or Gold”
1Sam 9:15-21 and Acts 3:1-10
Allen Huff
Jonesborough Presbyterian Church
11/4/18
15Now the day before Saul came, the Lord had revealed to Samuel: 16“Tomorrow about this time I will send to you a man from the land of Benjamin, and you shall anoint him to be ruler over my people Israel. He shall save my people from the hand of the Philistines; for I have seen the suffering of my people, because their outcry has come to me.”
17When Samuel saw Saul, the Lord told him, “Here is the man of whom I spoke to you. He it is who shall rule over my people.”
18Then Saul approached Samuel inside the gate, and said, “Tell me, please, where is the house of the seer?”
19Samuel answered Saul, “I am the seer; go up before me to the shrine, for today you shall eat with me, and in the morning I will let you go and will tell you all that is on your mind. 20As for your donkeys that were lost three days ago, give no further thought to them, for they have been found. And on whom is all Israel’s desire fixed, if not on you and on all your ancestral house?”
21Saul answered, “I am only a Benjaminite, from the least of the tribes of Israel, and my family is the humblest of all the families of the tribe of Benjamin. Why then have you spoken to me in this way?”(1Sam 9:15-21 NRSV)
3One day Peter and John were going up to the temple at the hour of prayer, at three o’clock in the afternoon. 2And a man lame from birth was being carried in. People would lay him daily at the gate of the temple called the Beautiful Gate so that he could ask for alms from those entering the temple. 3When he saw Peter and John about to go into the temple, he asked them for alms.
4Peter looked intently at him, as did John, and said, “Look at us.” 5And he fixed his attention on them, expecting to receive something from them.
6But Peter said, “I have no silver or gold, but what I have I give you; in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, stand up and walk.”
7And he took him by the right hand and raised him up; and immediately his feet and ankles were made strong. 8Jumping up, he stood and began to walk, and he entered the temple with them, walking and leaping and praising God.
9All the people saw him walking and praising God, 10and they recognized him as the one who used to sit and ask for alms at the Beautiful Gate of the temple; and they were filled with wonder and amazement at what had happened to him.(Acts 3:1-10 NRSV)
On my first trip to Malawi back in 2005, we arrived in the capital city of Lilongwe on a Friday. Walking through downtown on our way to the grocery store to stock up for the coming ten days, we were moved, humbled, and unsettled. All around us, people on crude crutches and canes hobbled around. Our host, resident missionary Frank Dimmock, told us that there was a significant Muslim presence in Malawi, and on Fridays, by religious obligation, Muslims gave alms to the poor. So those with no other means, crept out of the Malawian woodwork on Fridays and crawled about town, begging for money. It was like going back in time 2000 years.
Like disabled Malawians in the 21stcentury, the Palestinian man Peter encounters in the 1stcentury begged for whatever folks would drop in his cup as they made their way to the temple. Begging was the only livelihood for such folks, and maybe they found people on their way to worship a trifle more willing to give than they when on the way to a meeting, or to the marketplace. Maybe to avoid the burden of guilt as they prayed, people would deposit a token of the concern they knew they were supposed to have for the poor.
Being nothing more than fearful obligation, guilt may not encourage real commitment, build true relationships, or bear grateful witness to the Gospel; but it can motivate. Guilt is the reason for the old joke about folks coming to church because of having a drug problem. Their mamas drug them to church when they were young, so they just keep dragging themselves in. They can’t risk making mama angry.
The Session genuinely hopes that no one experiences our yearly appeals as the guilt-inducing cries of beggars, or the fearful manipulations of folks with “drug” problems. We know that asking for commitments, financial and otherwise, can create uneasiness. It can even feel threatening. So, please know this: What the Session asks of the rest of the congregation, we ask of ourselves. And just as we have asked you to give prayerfully, we have tried to askprayerfully and gratefully.
Sensing Jonesborough Presbyterian’s underlying health and well-being as well as its challenges, we hope that this and every stewardship season declares our faith in God’s faith in us, God’s call to us, God’s vision for us as an intentional Christian community of welcome, gratitude, celebration, and generous service.
Having said all that, I also believe that God sees more in us than we often see in ourselves, individually and collectively. And when we realize that, we may feel God asking more of us than we think we can give, or maybe more than we wantto give.
A Hebrew mystic named Samuel speaks to a young man named Saul. Welcome!says Samuel.We’ve been expecting you. You are the desire and the hope of all Israel.
A bewildered Saul says, You talking to me? Look, I’m here only because I was hoping you could help me find my daddy’s donkey. It ran off. What’s all this business about being the desire of all Israel?
At the very inception of his kingship, Saul reveals his Achilles heel, and, perhaps, the Achilles heel of all human kings. He doesn’t, and perhaps even refuses to understand the empowering presence and work of the Spirit of God. At one point, a deeply disappointed Samuel confronts Saul saying, “Though you are little in your own eyes,” God has chosen you, Saul, to be king over Israel. “God has anointed you with a Spirit of leadership.” No, it won’t be easy, but God is with you. So get over yourself, and let’s go!
Saul’s problem is that when he looks at himself, he sees a man lame since birth. And he never grasps the blessedness and the possibility of having been chosen and anointed by God. So, never really accepting his own giftedness, much less God’s faithfulness, Saul never serves anyone but himself.
Compare that to Peter’s reaction when he sees a man who was indeed born lame. Penniless himself, the apostle might have turned his purse inside out to show the man that he has no money. But Peter knows better. He knows he has something to offer.
“I have no silver or gold,” says Peter, “but what I have I give you; in the name of Jesus…, stand up and walk.”
To everyone’s amazement – maybe even Peter’s own amazement – the man gets up and walks. No longer a mere recipient, the man is empowered to participate in the fullness of life – in the fullness of his own life. He can now give as well as receive.
Sometimes, like Saul, we protest against the call to involvement. Who me teach Sunday School, or serve as an elder, or make a difference in the church budget? I don’t have enough time, or authority, or money – or desire – for all that.
Or like the man born lame, sometimes we arrive at the church every week only to receive. Only to have our “batteries recharged,” or to assuage some deep-seated guilt by showing up and doing what’s “right.”
And yet, sometimes, by God’s revitalizing grace, like the Apostle Peter, we bear witness to the empowering name of Jesus. That’s the most difficult and demanding place to be, because it requires us to trust and serve the risen Christ before everything else. And that is our call, to claim our giftedness and commit ourselves to God.
Let’s remember, too, that faithful discipleship doesn’t materialize in a single day, much less a single decision. Being about relationship, discipleship is organic. We start where we are, then grow and become.
Peter himself didn’t always have the faith he demonstrates that day at the Beautiful Gate in Jerusalem. He’s the same guy to whom Jesus says, “Get behind me Satan!” He’s the same guy who repeatedly denies Jesus in his hour of need. Nonetheless, a spiritually renewed Apostle Peter shows us what joyful discipleship looks like. He demonstrates that generosity is to gratitude what suffering is to love. They’re of a piece, inseparable.
A congregation’s leaders find themselves in Samuel’s and Peter’s shoes during stewardship season, and those shoes are unnervingly big. We’re responsible for proclaiming that in Jesus’ name, all of us are empowered to get up and walk, and to experience and share the infectious joy of living in God’s kingdom, even here and now.
On this Consecration Sunday, if we’re struggling with what to give, or even whether to make a commitment at all – Samuel and Peter ask us this:
What prevents you from trusting that you have, and will continue to have, something of great value to offer?
You may be little in your own eyes, but you – by yourselves and all together – have been anointed by the Holy Spirit of God. So, in the name of Jesus, get up, claim and offer your full selves to God!
*To read sermons, newsletters, and other posts from earlier years, please visit: https://pastorallentn.blogspot.com.
I love the transitional seasons. With its bright newness and warmth, spring never disappoints. And there’s something just as exciting about the way autumn scolds the dog days of summer and sends them slinking under the porch. The fragrances, the bold colors, and the cold sting in the air evoke fresh visions of hospitality and community. It’s time to squirrel away things we need for the winter. Most of all we need each other’s presence, each other’s warmth.
The changes of autumn also alter the rhythms of daily life. The days shorten. We take a little longer to dress in layers. We have to walk the dog earlier to walk in the light. Deeper into fall, toward the winter solstice, we start burning fires in the fireplace for warmth and atmosphere. We sit by the fire with a good book and a cup of hot chocolate or hot tea. When seeing our breath on an icy morning, there’s something quickening about the steamy reminder that we’re alive, but something foreshadowing about how quickly that little mist disappears.
While these earthly realities offer great beauty and pleasure, the changing of seasons also reminds us of our mortality. Through faithful transformations from one season to the next, our lives ebb and flow, and evolve.
When we are young, changes mean greater strength, mobility, freedom, and possibility. As we age, the changes mean less flexibility, waning strength, more aches, pains, and uncertainty. As our minds and hearts change, however, wisdom also makes us aware of the extraordinary potential within our limitations. When we get past the lamentations of what we is lost, the autumn of life gifts us with deeper and clearer vision of who we are and what is possible as human beings.
To me, then, the season of Thanksgiving celebrates more than our nation. As followers of Jesus, Thanksgiving – Gratitude– is a way of life. Like prayer, it’s a spiritual posture before God. When things fall apart around us and within us, God’s creative holiness and forgiving love continue unhindered. Our understanding of those gifts may change, but God’s faithfulness never wavers.
In yet another year in which the Creation has experienced overwhelming change and challenge, let’s remember that while we may not have been personally hit by the violence of mass shootings, hate crimes, war, or devastating natural disasters, we are called to pray for and be present to those who have. Jesus empowers us to live differently, with greater compassion and a deeper commitment to justice and peace. Through the unlikely likes of us, God can return a sense of purpose and hope to broken lives and makes them thankful, once again. Our lives, then, become proclamations of the promise that nothing at all in heaven or on earth can “separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
Peace,
Allen
*To read sermons, newsletters, and other posts from earlier years, please visit: https://pastorallentn.blogspot.com.